「GRAY」这个系列创作于 2016 年，源自于抑郁时期的感受，是痛苦不安的总和。
The series “GRAY” was created in 2016,Originating from feelings of depression, it is the sum of pain and anxiety.Even though my life is a mess of misery, despair, nothingness, I don’t want to communicate with others, this year has been miserable, relationships are disgusting, I didn’t expect days to turn into nothingness, no family or friends to help me, only despair.A heavy rain，I am hard to be here，Life is too empty，Everything is meaningless，Always very sudden … Everything is desperate.
The conflict between the id and the ego,The parts of our body make up the whole, and upon the whole make up the ego,Primitive instincts exacerbate the contradiction between consciousness, id is its own animal instinct,the original desire.The ego is the real self, the meaning of life.
I hate boring blank dialogues, I hate people who are different in appearance, I hate all human forms, I hate the sudden opening of the door, why live in this sinful world,What I think I am is not the real me, and the real me is not myself,Why do people bend to the rules and be a poor slug? I’m not clear.
For a moment, there is no extremely deep inner meaning,It is only during the period of inner activity of solipsism,Or one year,Or a clock,Or one minute,Or the change of mental mood within one second.
Bipolar disorder is more self-painful than split personality, and when you think it’s your nature, it’s far from it. You think you are indifferent and cruel, ignoring the rules, but in fact you are gentle and kind, you think you are friendly and innocent, abide by morals, but in fact you are greedy,Humans have always been profit-seeking animals under the consciousness of others.
Under today’s social system, people are more or less monitored, hidden eyes are concerned about their own behavior.