“ 一个只画海的画家的故事。 这是一个为了向自己所画的大海投身自杀,每天都反复描绘蓝色大海的画家的故事。 因为就算是画多少幅, 那仅仅是 “ 画 ” 而已 , 他的愿望始终没法实现。他变得越来越贫困,画商们也开始不理睬他了。在座落于小胡同的细小画房里,只剩下一幅铁色般、 寂寞大海的画, 其它所有的家具都卖光了。 终于,在一个柠檬色的月夜里, 画家对于自己的 “ 海画 ” 失去所有的自信, 一个人静静地步行到码头,跳到真正的海里自杀。可是, 他跳到真正的海里也没有发出水声,在他的画室里传来 “ 扑通 ” 的声音, 画上冒出一 团白色的水花。 如果真有那样寂寥的画, 无论如何也想要一幅。 ” 大海, 到底是什么呢?是寺山修司笔下的画卷,是愤怒时最好的情绪调剂器,大海承载着最深的孤独,如果终将离去,你会选择与大海合二为一吗?人生总会有结束的那一天,但海是永远不会结束的。
“The story of a painter who only painted the sea.This is the story of a painter who painted the blue sea again and again every day in order to commit suicide to the sea he painted.Because no matter how many pictures he painted, it was only “painting”, and his wish could never be realized.He became poorer and poorer, and art dealers began to ignore him.In the small painting room located in the small hutong, there is only one iron-colored painting of the lonely sea left, and all the other furniture is sold out.Finally, on a lemon-colored moonlit night, the artist lost all confidence in his “sea painting”, walked quietly to the pier, and jumped into the real sea to commit suicide.However, even when he jumped into the real sea, there was no sound of water. In his studio, there was a sound of “thumping”, and a white splash appeared on the painting.If there is such a lonely painting, I would like one anyway. “What is the sea, exactly?It is a picture scroll written by Shuji Terayama, and it is the best mood adjuster when angry,The sea carries the deepest loneliness,If you will eventually leave, will you choose to become one with the sea?Life will always end that day, but the sea will never end.